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Crowning the small, outwordly hill was an embracing tree.
A great tree that was a shadow of a bigger shadow in the sky, each time
they met, at night. From the tree, childish laughter could be heard. Yet
no one could see its source. No one could distinguish the two shadows,
conspiring, against the shadow of a shadow.
Well, to be honest, it has been a while since anyone dared to cross those
paths. It has been a while since anyone lived on that downhill village.
It has been a while all life existed and all pulse was taken. But all
was built up in the circumference of our story. All belonged to it. All
existed as the things that existed for ourselves. All existed for not
existing. All was real because reality is what we make of it. What we
make for it. What we make with it.
The Other goes as far as we allow them to. Even better than to know how
to listen is to know how not to.
Under the tree, they compared their notes. They emptied their pockets
out from their treasures and lighting a little lamp on the top of each
other’s head started touching the small, square pieces of yellowish
paper, they brought close to their hearts in the shirt pockets; close
to their quick, youthful walking on the trousers´ countless drawers.
And they started speaking. From one end to the other their muttered codes.
Here’s what they decode about the quadrature of death:
Written in small, detailed, mimetic calligraphy, the aged notes impressed
one of the Two who asked the Other:
-...
The Other answered what the other One feared:
- Yes. It was dictated.
Then the One showed the other the two pictures:

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Routine/Prologue It was the Other’s
turn. Tonight the One will listen. Curiously they sat with their backs
leaning into the tree. Feeling the safety of a strong, secular body. It
is truth: you really never know.
So The Other started to unfold a pile of handwritten, supernatural pages,
some other person found for him. The One started to listen to the deep
toned voice coming out from the paper. Someone, something started telling
its memories:
“I am from an ancient family of oaks. Of a forceful, strong breed-that
already in the Antiquity dropped, from our branches, thoughts for Plato.
It was a welcoming, historical family: from our bodies ships have sailed
for India’s darkened defeat; spears tops for the Crusade’s
hallucinated and the pier for the simple, deep ceilings that housed Savonaraola,
Spinoza and Luther.
My father (...) had a lifeless existence, material and profane (...)
He professed the religion of sun, sap and water. He was the great libertine
of the thoughtful forest. In the summer (...) he sung, moving at the pace
of Sun, welcomed the great concerts of bohemian birds, spat the rains
over the kneeled, humble People of the grass and plants and, at night,
enlaced by the lascivious ivy, snored under the sidereal quietness. When
winter arrived, he raised his reaching arms, in the passive animal manner
of a beggar, to the unmoveable blue sky’s irony.
Therefore, us, his children were not to be happy in our vegetal life.
One of my brothers was taken into be the stage of a clown: a contemplative,
romantic arm, and every night to be stepped upon by the noise, the scorn,
the farce and the hunger. The other branch, vivid, of sun and dust, hardened
solitary of life, winds and snows´warrior, strong and hardworking,
torn apart from us to be the body of a coffin. Me- the sorriest of all-
I came to be a gibbet!
Since as a child I have been sad and merciful. I just wanted the Good,
the laughter, and the healthy expansion of fibres and souls (...) Nevertheless
I had to enter the life of reality. One day one of those metallic men,
who traffic vegetation, came to extort me from the tree. I was not aware
of what they wanted from me (...) I went half-dead, wounded. I saw the
stars with their cutting, cold gazes. I felt subtracted to the great forest.
I could hear the moaning rumour, dragged and undefined from all the trees.
Those were friendly voices who called me.
(...)
- I heard about the trees that founded the house of men (...)
- I heard about the trees of good faith, mast of ships (...)
- And what would I become? Me? We have arrived. And I saw the real vision
of my destiny. I was meant to be a gibbet! (...)
I would be the eternal companion of agonies. Tied to me, the dead body
shaking, like my once green, dew leaves. I would bear those dark fruits:
the dead!
(...)
I regained conscience.
I was alone. People stepped away and went down to their villages. The
voice of priests descending now, as the last waters of a tide. It was
sunset. I saw. I freely saw it. Hanging from me, upright, with his head
fallen and twisted out of place, laid the hanged man. I shivered.
(...)
The cold, slow ascension of putridity. I would stay there at night, alone,
in that sinister open field, having in my arms that lifeless body! Nobody.
(...)
God slept between his paradises of light. I lived three years under those
anguishes.
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The moss and the grasses covered me and I started dissolving
into the higher Matter, with an unspeakable sweetness.
My body gets cold: I have the conscience of my slow transformation from
dirt into earth. I am going, going. Oh Earth, farewell! Already I shed
myself out of my roots.
(...)
Goodbye! Nevermore, infamous, great ground! I see now the stars running
as tears in the face of skies. Who cries like this? I feel undone, alone
in the formidable life of the earth! Oh dark world of mud and gold, you
a star in the infinite-farewell! Farewell! I leave YOU the heritage of
my rotten rope!” (E.Q.)
-...
-...
They turned their backs to look at each other .They nailed all the hand-written
pages in the flesh of the tree. Respectfully, The guessing stopped giving
place to the terrible tastes and breezes of certainties. The light went
higher. The ground stopped breeding. They were just waiting.
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